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Sunday, October 11, 2009


Italian Heritage Parade

Celebrate Italia!

Nation's Oldest Italian Heritage Parade Takes to the Streets of San Francisco on October 11th

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San Francisco's 141st ANNUAL ITALIAN HERITAGE PARADE on Sunday, October 11, 2009, as the City's oldest civic event and the nation's oldest Italian-American parade and community celebration winds its way from Fisherman's Wharf to North Beach. A San Francisco institution since it was established in 1868, the 2009 Parade is promising to be bigger, better and more colorful than ever.

Highlights include dozens of handcrafted parade floats featuring Bay Area businesses, community groups, and Italian organizations; local high school Italian clubs and marching bands; special appearances by "Christopher Columbus" and Queen Isabella and Her Court; festive open-air dining and Italian wine and food specials at North Beach restaurants lining the Parade route; performances by a variety of traditional Italian musicians and performance artists; and special appearances by Bay Area and Italian-American celebrities.

The Route
The Parade action begins at 12:30 pm at the foot of Jefferson and Stockton Streets in Fisherman's Wharf, proceeds south through North Beach on Columbus Avenue, and ends in Washington Square in front of Sts. Peter and Paul Church. Parade viewing is available throughout the route. Admission to all Parade activities-including the Ferrari Sportscar display in Washington Square Park and a variety of hands-on activities for children and families - is FREE.

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Saturday, June 13, 2009

54th Annual North Beach Festival, June 13 & 14, 2009


Today opens the festival that would run until tomorrow. As of today, thousands are already here in our neighborhood enjoying the ecclectic color of the city's tapestry of people from cross-cultural countries.

Below are photos from the festival taken by moi just three hours ago. These vivid photos were taken along Grant, Vallejo and Union. Little Boy Blue and yours truly have not gone yet to the Washington Square and Stockton where it is known as the area for the main gig for concerts, beer drinking, barbeques, shopping and more! We are home for the mean time taking our down time.

As of last year, 30,000 visitors came by. This year, I have yet to know via the San Francisco Chronicle news info next week on a Monday morning. Meanwhile, Enjoy!






Thursday, May 07, 2009

Going Greek

Husband and I are back to eating out after our volunteering time at 6:30 PM. We volunteer 4 times a week on weekdays. We are dead tired from work, and still find the time to help out which is good. But this finds me to be outrageously exhausted at times, especially when there are a lot of customers to deal with in the office. Likewise for LITTLE BOY BLUE who drives to and from work on weekdays. At the office at home, the phone never stops ringing. Last weekend, the contractor of a large condominium building on Market Street (a.k.a. Financial District) called ASAP at 8 PM saying there was an emergency! Of course, I didn’t answer the business call. It was my weekend- give me a break (sigh). But I called back this Monday and he had his tantrum. He was rushing and said that I call back. So I did. Then, he canceled his appointment with us. Just like that. We had ordered parts for this contractor and now who is going to pay for those? The manufacturer won’t even take them back nor refund us! I tell you, sometimes I wish I had the power to have this bilocation ability so I could be at two places at the same time, and confront this man in 3-D! Well, with all the anxiety that I deal with daily, sometimes dear husband would tell me that he would cook instead and by this means eating out elsewhere in our neighborhood bistro (translation: he does not cook!). For the record, we have been living here in North Beach for 3 years now, yet there are restaurants that we have not tried out yet because they just do not appeal to us. Some look ood, cold or unwelcoming. Last week, we ate at our old Italian favorite place at CALZONI and at MARIO’s Café and Cigar on Union, right across Washington Square, facing Sts Peter and Paul Church where Marilyn Monroe and Joe di Maggio tied the knot. This is a great place to be, service is fast, food is good (mostly sandwiches and snacks). Their grilled focaccia(with grilled chicken, feta cheese and arugula) has now become a part of our repertoire in dining. Then, there is theNorth Beach Pizza which is just across our flat and the Thai TukTuk Café, and this new discovery place, MARIO's. Last night, husband "cooked." Prio to doing so, I told him that I don’t want to eat anymore Mexican Food. We had Mexican food for two days in a row last week at Broadway! For a change, I wanted something new, meaning a different place we have not tried out the least. Thus, as we were walking along Grant, we found ourselves being guided by our instinct to hop in at this Greek Restaurant ESTIA which we always dismissed as a boring one. But for once, we gave it a try. To our surprise, it was a smart decision on our part for the food was delectable, the price is affordable, the ambience~ simple as it is, is quite Mediterranean. Plus, the waiter is an authentic Greek and was quite attentive to our needs. We had gyro, flaming cheese, and of course, Greek salad with the famous whole Kalamata olives (still with seeds) which I find to be quite tasty, almost like wine- aged in time! The yield is Greek style, large and could feed two people in one large plate that for me looked like a serving tray. Hahha! We had baklava for dessert and black coffee. The bread served for hors d’oeuvres was good so, it seems that this will now be our favorite place to eat whenever we like feel going Greek in terms of dining. Ciao!

Estia Restaurant
1224 Grant Ave
San Francisco, CA 94133
(415) 433-1433

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

PEOPLE PASSING BY, YEARS COMING BY

After a 3- month’s reclusive existence without even caring to blog, here I am once more.

It is a quiet Tuesday morning here in North Beach. It is misty and nice. I always loved it when it rains ever since I was a child because the day after just seems to be magical and full of life. There is a lot of green where it spells life and beginnings.

Today, our alley is fenced in with silent consolation of peace and sanity. I woke up early this morning at a little past five. It was a beautiful day that started out with some mist.

The last week of April was special to me. My neighbor from my childhood years in CAVITE, PHILIPPINES came by to visit the city. She travelled across the continent with her best friend and met up with her aunt in L.A. All of us four women were the picture perfect portrait of people travelling and living overseas; re-connecting our ties; sharing old hopes and dreams and making them real in the NOW.

Back home in the Philippines where we were all uprooted from, we lived so close by as in a colony of bees. I could hear her singing and she could hear me playing music in my upright piano at my parents' home. Where her mother nags her to eat, mine tells me to sleep. We were just one house away from each other’s domicile.

MACHAY or CLAIRE, as she is known to many of us today, is a registered nurse and works as a school nurse in one of the convent school for girls in the Philippines. She travels far and near time and again and enjoys it immensely. She is just that way as I was before married life hits me. Travelling for most of us with this virtue of belief takes it as the true antidote to every day life's journey of work routine and play. This, CLARE, affirms, is her principle in life: to enjoy it while she is still young and able. Kudos!

MARISSA, Clare’s aunt or TITA, is my friend SALLY’s younger sister. MARISSA, CLARE and I all attended the same Catholic school as teen kids. Today, MARISSA and I both reside in California- she is in the southern part and moi, here in San Francisco. Growing up, we never even think of living our dear old ANIBAN.

So, finally~on that fateful day one Sunday high noon in late April this year marked our foremost reunion. Accompanying me was husband, a.k.a. LITTLE BOY BLUE and there was the gang of four from L.A. comprising of MARISSA, her wondrous life partner VICTOR, CLARE and her bestfriend (apologies for I forgot her name, mamamia).

At last, LITTLE BOY BLUE and I met VICTOR who is MARISSA's husband, lover and best friend. He is a quiet man, very sweet, candid and has a keen sense of humor. He is an accomplished CPA with a flourishing career in L.A. He is married to MARISSA for seven beautiful years now. He is a delight to be with~ a man of a few words. And his motto? To follow whatever makes his wife happy. WOW. Now, that is super wonderful!

Well, hot as it was on that fateful day that didn't seem to stop us at all from meeting at the wharf. We finally saw each other altogether after planning it for about a week. On the phone itself, nervous laugh and commotion of emotion was blaring in our headphones. We were thrilled to the maxim!

We met up gloriously at the FISHERMAN’s WHARF. There were lots of tourists that day. Guided by our cell phone for instructions, we ultimately saw each other in 3-D. Cha-ran! And like a spark of lightning rolling out in the hill, all of the day's splendor began so rapidly for us all: the yelling, screaming, giggling, excitement, the hugs, embraces and thrills of seeing each other outside of the Philippines! That was like a dream passing in interlude! It painted the air with a different scent of nostalgia! It was absolutely unforgettable! During our encounter, LITTLE BOY BLUE and VICTOR were the lone individuals who remained gentle, calm and sane. All three of us- CLARE, MARISSA and I (minus the silent friend of CLARE) were speaking fast and pronto, as if the firing squad/platoon of the army was about to shoot us that day! Oh, it was hilarious with us speaking in TAGALOG and reminiscing the past regarding our wonder years as kids and young women etching out a career of our own, in our homegrown town of BACOOR. Awesome. By and large, infinite queries of howdy and how-have-you-been-all these years legacy came through like a rattling sound of nuclear weapon of mass destruction!

PIER 39. While there, the blaring feel of the sun penetrating my flesh was unbearable but despite of that, every moment with them was heavenly and it felt like I was actually floating above the sea, for it was cool, in a way, quite soothing to the senses. Oxymoron of my emotion? Probably.

Earlier that day, there was an overture of breeze and mist. Then, the morning twisted in another rhythm. The sun just kept on moving up and up away from the horizon until it was stretching its perpendicular rays to the bowels of the earth. Duh! It was just damned too hot to that day! I regretted the fact that I opted to wear my jacket. Then, I can't take it off for my bulging tummy would pop. Ayayay! Who wants that?
And, golly- we had the heatwave that day as if it was GOD's way of welcoming CLARE with the replica of the great tropical breeze of OLD MANILA! Whew!

All six of us had a small lunch of fish and chips, chicken and soda. And before I could even blink my eyelash, it was time for them to say goodbye! Ugh! They were here just for a few hours, having began their tour from L.A. to SFO! The visit was not even half a day!

Short as it was and sweet as it had been, our impromptu reunion was framed with fond memories to live by. We have kept in touch and so far, we have been rolling in and out @ each other's INBOX like a field of sunflowers in springtime.


CLARE, your bestfriend, VICTOR and MARISSA...from SFO with love...
"Thank you for the memories. We shall meet again and make more indelible memories come real!"


Thursday, January 29, 2009

CHARACTERS AT MY GYM

Now that we are in business, there are busy days and tiring days that pull us away to exercise. Two days ago, I get to observe once more the bunch of interesting individuals around me. Here are some:

1. MAN WITH A CAP AND BACK-PACK ON HIS BACK CHARACTER- he was kicking it off at the elliptical machine, unmindful of what he appears to be as a weirdo- complete with skiing shades, et al. Whew!

2. WOMAN IN HER SKIMPY NIGHTIES AND PAJAMA LEGGINGS- she was sweating it out at the elliptical machine as well. Soon enough, she was doing her stretching, flying trapeze expertise at the stretching area of the gym. Husband and I had a feast looking at her magical wonder at the corner of our eyes. Did she forget to wear gym clothes? Perhaps, this was her option. She was wearing a loose empire cut nighties in silk, with a spaghetti strap and low cut back style. It was very flimsy and the hemline was cut isometric style that was diagonally hugging her hips to her knees. Then, her printed pajama leggings struts as she gyrates and shows us her muscle control on her butt, legs, hips, boobs and all.


3. MAN IN HIS TERRY COAT JACKET WITH THE HOOD SHATTERING HIS FACE- he was wearing this winter thick jacket. What for? I think he is trying to sweat it out fast or fronto. But he is not the type who sweats easily so be it.


4. WOMAN WITH GYM BAG BESIDE HER WHILE DOING HER CARDIO VASCULAR ROUTINE- it is such a sight to see this bunch of people drag their gym bags and or travelling bags wherever they are at the gym. Didn’t they hear of locker rooms where they could dump this stuff? Apart from its ungodly visuals, it eats space, man! Give me a grip!



5. MEN AND WOMEN WHO WEAR BASEBALL CAPS- I have no idea why they have to wear a hat inside the gym? We hardly see the sun in the winter so why wear it, for effect? Santa Banana!

6. THE MACHO TYPE- it is his first day at the gym, obviously, because he is trying to figure out how to use the machine. Then, he looks around, checks out the women then the men and then, who is looking where. And are they looking at his direction? Is there anyone checking out his six pack or his flabs? So, he does the impossible and sets the weight to the heaviest he could think of- what for but to impress? But because this idiot is not akin to using these weight machines, he bangs the machine he is using and makes a loud sound out of it with the whole folks at the gym trying to see and find where the sound originated from. And presto, from his direction!



7. SPECIAL EFFECTS PERSON- this type makes odd sounds when using the weight machine or the free weights. He or she makes this high-pitched sound of struggle because the weight is just intolerable to him/her. But, he/she does it anyway because of the thought that doing it fast could bulge their muscles, tone their flabs and be sexy all at once. FALSE! Muscle toning happens after months and years of training. And it does not happen overnight!


8. WOMEN WITH UNTIED AND UNKEMPT HAIR- it is such a turn-off to see them workout with their long hair tumble up and down while they do the cardio vascular routine.

9. FAKE BLOND CHINESE SLIM FIFTY SOMETHING WOMAN- she is slim and married to a Caucasian. She wants to be taken as an exotic animal and not a has-been. This one really freaked me out a week ago. She came wearing her Bermuda leggings and tight haltered party shirt that slightly showed her aging tummy and belly button. And then, she was wearing my pet-peeved of tightly cupped boobies wrapped in push-up style brassieres. Well, that is fine in casual clothing but not in a gym! And was she wearing trainers’ shoes? Nope! She was wearing a pair of high-hilled slip-on sandals!!! And she was cycling in a way I had not seen before (*SIGH*). She was RIDING on one side of the elliptical machine with both her feet there, and balancing in the narrow space of the pedal- que horror! And for goodness sake, she was cascading as if she were in a horseback riding scheme with King Arthur! No wonder I was kind of perplexed seeing that image at the mirror 20 meters across me! Well, she was gliding along heavenly in a full extravaganza of motion! And there she was, trying to attract the attention of veryone there to tell us that yes, indeed perhaps she was once circus queen? Yikes!

10. SAUANA MONSTERS- these are the creepy ones who come in their gym outfit complete with socks and shoes, towel in their hands, books to read, eye glasses, and water to drink- inside the sauna! The least they could do is wear their bathing suit! And mind you, they don’t want to get a splash of water when I get back from a quick cold shower- time and again, every ten minutes! Is it my fault if they get a splash (ha-ha)? When they are not supposed to be dressed that way?

11. WOMAN SPEAKING IN HER CELLPHONE AT THE WHIRPOOL- this is supposedly a holy place of peace and quiet where people just wish to be left alone in their solitude. But this bitch one evening was blaring out her lungs telling her boyfriend to get lost!!!! My eyes just kept popping out of my face while she was doing her monologue. After a while, I decided to go to the steam room which was a lot better and quieter.


12. SWEATY ONES WHO NEVER WIPE OFF THEIR DIRT AT THE MACHINE- they are a handful in terms of figures but man when they hit it with their sweat, the machine rains like water! And they don’t wipe it with the spray chemical to clean it up nor dry it out with the paper towel available in one corner of the gym. Yikes!


13. WOMEN WHO WEAR PUSH-UP BRAS WHILE WORKINGOUT- these are mostly newbies at the gym who come in full gear of make-up and provocative bras in leopard design. It is so tasteless I want to puke whenever I see their little titties or big pair of knockers juggling up and down because they are not properly supported by a pair of sports bra! A week later, they realize that it is not gonna work. And it is such a pain. Eventually, they learn their lessons and wear the appropriate sports bra.

14. NEWBIES- these are the pitiful ones who go through the introduction of gym life except, of course, that they are being tortured right between my eyes by their trainers. These certified personal trainers are butt heads who would discourage you to use the machine or the free weights but would encourage you tremendously to do the calisthenics they want you to suffer from. Where in the world you’d find creatures who would force the first-time enrollees to do those torturous sits-ups, stretching, bending, 30-minute cardio at the treadmill or elliptical machine, when it is their first time to do so?
I, for one, have not worked out for about three years when I enrolled at this gym with husband in December 2007. And I went through that hellish overture. After my first few encounters with my then Chinese American male trainer, I omitted coming to the gym for three months because all I felt was inadequacy on my part to reach up to my trainer’s expectations. Also, I thought he was unprofessional in his way of dealing with me as a client. I was aching all over right after my first encounter with him by following his advise. I remember having a tough time going downstairs from the gym to the ground floor. Creepy, right? So, off I went back home with dear husband and never came back. Then, boom! I remember us that we had paid three years in advance for this health plan! And it is non-refundable! So, our vendetta was to go back and workout, minus the last sessions each of us was entitled to have. Then, we did it on our own, followed our rhythm, and created our routine from stretching to cardio to weights. Now, I am one size down on casual petite size clothes for women. And I can fit into the medium size teen size! I lost about 20 lbs. I am still overweight with a body mass index of 26.5 buy I am getting there. My muscles are getting toned. My triceps look good. I look better in a bikini these days, not bad for a post thirty something, years and years ago!

Anyhow, looking at the world around me inside this cocoon of a gym makes me think that we all go there for a gazillion of reasons but mainly for health and fitness. We are from different life perspective. We vary in size, age, color, and life experience. Yet, we are one in the aspect of living a healthy life and hoping to live longer than what we expected to be. This is PIZZICATTO, reporting from San Francisco!
Ciao, for a Thursday morning!

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Ferry Plaza In SFO

Today, we had an early morning hike. We walked down Columbus and straight ahead to Stockton, and then stopped at Pacific. There, we hailed the Muni Bus Number 12, with the hope that we get into the Latino community at Mission. We wanted to check it out, eat their Mexican deli, have some margarita, and perhaps- shop, et al. The trouble was, we got into the wrong bus. Inside the Muni, husband asked the black driver about how we were to get into our destination. He advised that we stayed on inside and just to get off at Ferry building then hop into the next bus that would lead us then to the Mission District. When bus number 12 passed along Ferry building, we decided to get off instead because I needed to use the loo. Once there, we were invigorated by the hundreds of people who came in to see what's up and about in that area.

Outside the building, there were stalls of vendors that told me of the presence of the local farmers who were selling their organic harvest for the day. While last week was frustrating for us in not seeing the farmers market to be in action, today was unbelievably fascinating that it was there for us to enjoy.

At the courtyard facing the main street, the middle aged colored man was doing his gig and hitting the pots and pans in his great splendor. The spectators were amused. Nearby, was the attraction of the day. They were a bunch of anti- Bush administration who were in an ensemble of aprons in red and beige colors. They were encouraging people to throw away several pairs of shoes (sigh) on the US president's large scale portrait. This was done in the style of the Middle Eastern media man, who almost hit Bush on the head, and who later found a spot in the world news network, for striking a stateman. Did we get the shoes and joined a few of them? Nope. We were better than those imbeciles. Not that we are pro-Bush but husband and I do believe in good manners and right conduct. We advocate respecting other people regardless of race, color, age and political affiliation. After seeing this disturbing scenario, complete with a regalia of cameras, prompters and what-have-not, we had enough of it. We left shortly and headed towards the Ferry building where a battalion of people were walking excitedly. Inside, I suggested to husband to go have some coffee and pastries at Peete's Coffee and Tea while I proceeded to find the loo. Seconds later, he went on his way and I did find mine. It took a short minute, and then I was there.

Going to the ladies' restroom was frustrating because the line never seemed to end. However, after ten minutes or so, my turn came through. I entered the first available cubicle. There, time passed by so quickly. Once done, I washed my hands and wiped them out with a piece of white colored tissue paper. Later, I got out quickly, then walked past a crowd of people. Then, I noticed The Fish Store Restaurant that sells a variety of sandwiches, seafood and salads. There, I found myself getting glued to what I thought was an interesting haven for good food. Immediately, I was drawn to buying fresh oysters drizzled with cocktail dip, white horseradish, lemon and tabasco. Instinctively, I ordered two pieces of them. After a moment, I handed my payment to the young male vendor. I paid him three dollars for the two pieces of oysters which I then placed inside the rectangular box that had no cover at all. Minutes later, I was gliding and walking quickly to where husband was at Peete's Coffee and Tea.

"Surprise! I got us each an oyster!" I said in delirious thrill.

He grinned and responded, "Oh, you just can't resist it, can you?"

"Nope." I quipped.

Immediately, he stood up and offered me his seat. I thanked him and he said his monosyllabic, "welcome."

The place was getting to be swarmed by hungry visitors. It was noisy as well and poor husband was practically situated at the very end of the counter where a young college boy was grinding the black coffee beans. Apparently, he is one of the local employees there who was doing his share of labor to pay off his college fees. Obviously, husband was sitting there for quite sometime and improvised to use the counter as his "table" for lack of having it. It was that crowded he said~ that all he wanted ASAP was to find his space, pull a chair and to sit down. Ok, so now I understand why he had no table!

Once settled, I sat down at his chair and began piercing the oyster with a cocktail toothpick. Husband remained standing while he tried to take off the meat from the shell of his oyster. Then, we were both munching our juicy delight with much satisfaction. It was delicious! But, I had to pinch my nose time again from getting headaches because the horseradish took its toll inside my mouth, sinus, and skull. Yikes! All at once was an explosion of spices insidemy head that made it seemed to be cracking in orbit. Moments later, I asked desperately for husband to please hand me the bottled water he had with him earlier. I drank almost a third of it. After that brief moment of agonizing delight, we headed and walked at the back of the building where the bay of SFO could be seen in a closer perspective. Across us is the famous Bay Bridge. And outside, people from all ages and colors were walking rapidly, while others were shopping, eating, talking, waiting, sunbathing, and glorifying the day's promise of a warm weather amid cool breeze and bright clouds. In one corner near Sur La Table, I was hypnotized to find the farmer I knew who sells my favorite arugula leaves that I find to be enticing when added to a slice of rustic bread or green salad. When I saw her, the old lady with heavily tattooed body dressed in her tank top, looked at me with warm welcome. Initially, she was pacing back and forth to where her little corner of veggies was engineered by stalls of white canvas and steel. Around her were an orchestra of green supplies: chard, dill, arugula, cabbage, rosemary, parsley, sage, romain.

"Where is the arugula?" I asked.

"Oh, it's just there in front of you."

"Oh, ok. Thank you. May I taste it?"

She answered, "Sure, go have a bite."

I told husband, "Ok, I am buying this."

Finally, I got a plastic and filled them with the Italian leaves. I paid two dollars and twenty five cents for them.

As we began to walk further, I started to feel sick.

"I am nauseous. May be it was the oysters." (We had three more each, later upon my return from the restroom).

"But that is impossible." Husband quipped."We ate exactly the same thing but I don't feel sick."

" Yes.But I am more sensitive than you."

His shoulders went up for a little bit then he said, "Oh yes."

We walked some more to check on the lavender, kiwi, jams, cheeses, eggs, and wheat flour. After a while, I was really feeling sick.

"I feel very nauseous and I don't think I could stay any much longer."

"Ok, I need to take you home now." Husband said it firmly.

We walked faster than ever. As the traffic was building up in front of us, a cab was passing by slowly. Husband gestured and raised his right arm to signal the driver to stop. In a minute, he was in front of us and then, hestopped. I was just happy to note that we had a ride and that coming home would be fast and easy. We got in, me and husband. The drive was fast. Soon enough, the driver stopped by our alley and said,

"Be sure you did not forget anything. Have a great day you two!"

That was sweet of him. He was an elderly man from the Middle East.

While walking towards our alley and then to the entrance door of our flat, I was very exhausted and was ready to drop dead in our bed. I went straight to the bathroom and relieved myself from anymore discomfort.

Then, I went to bed and hugged my soft pillows.

I said,

"Now I know what made me sick. I ate two pieces of arugula. And they were not washed and cleaned yet. People were coming to see it, as in touch and go. So, that made me sick and not the oysters."

Husband was quiet as a zombie then went on to his office to do the accounting of our business. I went to nap and woke up just now, to write this entry for this week.

"When the Torres family calls, tell them we can have coffee together. I think I am good now and could join you all later this afternoon."

So this is how my Saturday evolved from the time we left home and gone back home.

Have a great weekend!

Friday, January 16, 2009

CARMEN AND MY BIRTHDAY THIS YEAR

For someone like me who has difficulty sleeping due to insomnia, working out regularly six times a week helps a great deal. However, there are tough nights when my eyes are wide awake and my mind is reeling in between. Times like these I do try to read, go online and or do a project that I could think of like baking or needlework. Otherwise, it is hard to be awake when the whole world is fast asleep!

The past nights were a struggle in terms of getting to sleep after midnight. To my surprise, last night was good. I slept tight like a baby and woke up only because my blackberry was serenading me with “I DON’T KNOW HOW TO LOVE HIM.” I heard it again and again before I finally decided to dismiss it (music alarm) and get out of bed, finally~ to prepare for the day and get settled in with my morning routine.

I was having my usual hot coco this morning when I asked husband if he was on the phone? He said, "NO," so I shared my thoughts with him.

“You know, I dreamed of CARMEN last night. It seemed and felt so real. She even touched my hands, we were face to face, then I hugged her and we embraced tightly as if we were not going to see each other after that instance. We looked into each other’s eyes and we were just delighted to see each other again as the last time I saw her in July 2007.”

“YOU ARE HAPPY AND I CAN SEE YOU ARE.” Carmen said it. I smiled back.

"WHATEVER IT IS YOU ARE DEALING WITH LET IT GO AND LET GOD DO THE WORK. HE IS HERE FOR US.” CARMEN, added.

Then, we looked at each other for the last time. I felt the warmth of her hands, and the soft embraces her arms and body had enveloped me with. The sincerity in her voice always gives a light of hope in me when all is void and fragmented in my thoughts. I just miss her. CARMEN.

“GOD WORKS HIS WAY, MY DEAR.” She smiled again.

As she spoke, I became conscious of the time and place we were in. It was a bit odd and faint because the lighting concealed the exact time and place of our milieu. Nevertheless, the time seemed to be almost like dawn or early evening. Indeed, it was hard to tell. But CARMEN was just this beautiful and appeared to be here in San Francsico with me. We seemingly were chatting quietly in a corner street somewhere near Alama Square where old Victorian homes graced the panorama of our surroundings.

CARMEN was wearing this light peachy colored suit, neckline is cut- princess type, and short sleeved. She had this pencil styled skirt. Her feet, I did not notice at all. But her hands were warm, her smile and love, penetrating.

It was real. I felt her touch and heard her voice quite clearly. I saw her eyes, and the spark was there. Her hair was raven black, styled casually, and fell naturally just above her shoulders. She wore this fringe that slightly parted the center of her hair. She looked so beautiful and likewise, at the time of her prime. Also, she was slim and not skinny but just at the right proportion. Overall, she was quite attractive. Carmen always had problems with weight. But in this apparition she was just at her best. As soon as this vision was completed, the music faded, the singing of “I DON’T KNOW HOW TO LOVE HIM" diminished bit by bit until it came to a total halt. Then, all was gone. I had totally forgotten all about my encounter with CARMEN. It was over. Another level of mind, and another time paced in.

As I was sharing this memory with LITTLE BOY BLUE, my dear husband, it was then that it dawned on me that CARMEN is already gone and had died last August 27th, 2008 and all was just a dream.

In my Catholic faith and in the supernatural world, it is a belief that the dead comes back to share with the living, a certain message they have. All comes in the form of a dream to send to the recipient the message of their beloved from the other side.

Could it be that CARMEN came to see me because it was my birthday three days ago? And that it was my first birthday that we were not able to speak with each other?

You see, wherever I was posted and or where ever I was living prior to this year, CARMEN always called me on my birthday and vice versa, whether I was in France, Greece, USA, Philippines, Thailand or Switzerland. And now, this dream is all about remembrances of things past, of my birthday, for instance.

CARMEN, FOR ALL YOUR GOODNESS, THANK YOU. EVEN IN THE AFTERLIFE, YOU REMEMBERED MY BIRTHDAY AND THAT TOUCHES ME SO DEEPLY. HOW CAN I FORGET YOU? YOU WERE A DEAR FRIEND TO ME.

Thank you.